More than.

The feeling is so strong.

Back to the olden days.

The same.

Unknown.

Reply me :'(

Come on come on ~~~~

Good morning everyone :))

So every 9am lesson I will come early for school. Now inside the lecture room waiting for time to pass!

This week really pack like crazy :'( Monday went to watch Hanson & Grethel with B3J at amk :)) walk around shopping for CNY clothes!!! But didn't buy any of it!!!

Tuesday went to buy first part of the present. Ahhh forget to bring the photo card along :(( had chicken wings with buddy! refillable coke as well! LOL!!! Feel so budget like that~ save money :D

Wednesday which is today? LOL!! Shall update part 2 of my week in the next post! Is going to 9am. But only 3 students including myself inside the lecture room.

Shall keep a peace heart all the way. End the post with my picture ^^

Henderson Bridge ^^

I'm so happy because today I found my friends - they're in my head. 

Went to the same bridge with different group of friends on the different year, month, day. But of cause the things we do also different :)) Really miss this bridge so much. Actually we can take quite a number of pictures here. can slack during the evening and enjoy the sunset.

Above picture is with my ITE Classmates, and the below one is with my Poly Classmates :D I have chang from short hair to long hair :D :D And of cause WITH TWIST SIGN ^^v HAHAHA! OMG! I found out something. The clothes I wear all related to SHINee! LOL!! DAEBAK! SHINee JJANG :D

Can I go again ? :) I wanna go there again. I wanna see sunset. I want to release all my stress, all my problems, all my troubles out!!! 

I know I can do it well.

Another month. Another year.Another smile another tear.Another winter and another summer tooBut there can never be another you.

So another week is going to pass. Is coming to the end of Jan. During this month,  many things happen so fast that I just can't get it ready and let it off soon.

Another month is coming soon.

Chinese New Year is getting nearer. Actually I can't wait for it.  Though is kinda boring as usual but I want to make it so differently ^^/

Sometimes I wonder whether you all wanna chat a not. I really don't know at all. Why do I have this feelings and thought? ? Maybe is because I cared too deeply.

Finally I'm getting sleepy already ><

Shall say goodnight to everyone now. I know my post is kinda boring. Shall post more pictures soon!

Really like to sit in front of the Singapore river and watch them flow. Boats moving left to right right to left. But of cause going alone is really a bit too emo. So went with buddy and distress and stay away from all the projects for a while. And heart will feel much better and so we can move forward more.

Shall go sleep now! :)

Numbers of project left

It will be only 2.

DAV AND GD POSTER!!!!!

These two is really making me go crazy. Because I does not have AI with me and I can't really do it.

DAV still have a long way to think and to do. I can't really focus after almost a month of focusing on so many projects.

Hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!

Tell me who to have.

Is another day pass. So I ended up watching running man at night instead of doing work. I'm really can't make my mind focus on doing the project. So I still left with GSM , PMP, DAV and project car to do ? Ohya. Still have that freaking poster to do. Freaker.

I shall go and sleep now and wake up early tomorrow. 

Time really can change every single one of us. I lost the feel that I should have. This is the best way or you feel it too ?

B.A.P – Rain Sound Lyrics

A girl like you is such a confusing set of questions and answers
So I shut my mouth
I bury love inside the farewell
Outside the window, the forgotten rain and wind blows
In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio
It’s perfect for thinking about you
There are two empty cups of coffee
In this place without you, I fight with loneliness

I walk alone on the streets
I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie

I lock even myself in the memories, how about you?
This weather, this temperature, this passing wind, will I remember it?
A person to be forgotten like a passing by black and white film
I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep

* Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you

(I draw you with a pencil, I erase you with an eraser that is the falling rain)
(I draw you out again today, will I be able to erase you?)

A bright red umbrella
Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers
I turn off and turn on the boiler
Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry
Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers

On a rainy day, I fell for you
We used to love each other so much
It didn’t seem like we had to do this
So my heart hurts so much (heart hurts)
(From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart and you thickly remain)
Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside
You pull me in
I think I lied when I said I could live without you
I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep

* Repeat

Dear sky, please help me
Please stop this rain
So that I can forget her, oh no

* Repeat

Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I miss you and our kiss
Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I always run into you

*Credits: http://popgasa.com*

Capture the moments we have been together.

Time cannot turn back. That's what I know. I shall say out all my feelings currently I have now before I go sleep. Or else I don't think I will get a good sleep today.

Actually I feel a lil upset on myself for getting B in GD CT. Maybe should say I regretted never study or memorize it well. When the answers are so pretty obvious but just can't remember it. That moment I was into being a fangirl worry this and that. So why do kpop concerts have to be so close to my test or exam ? :(

I only can blame myself and face it that I should have deserve this. I know everyone will say at least you get a B or something. I know. Wo shi zhen me fu chu jiu you zhen me de shuo huo. Bu shi zhe yang shuo ma ? Jiu zhi ning guai zhi zi bu nu li yi dian. Hais. Hou hui you shen me yong neh?

And I have receive my DAV project which need to hand it up on week 16 which is 2 weeks later. How I wish all the projects can end as soon as possible. Is kinda stress to have a deadline projects. Which I have to do so stressful daily.
Is like I have to submit almost 5 projects within 2 weeks. Seriously like stressful. But I know I can overcome all these obstacles so that I can enjoy my holiday well.

Sometimes I really need to think of others and not to be straight forward.  Maybe it hurts other when I don't feel the pain on me. But when the pain is on me, it really hurts in my heart. But I can't show it out. Nobody can really know why. I really don't like the feeling when friends are leaving me. Really hate that feeling. It hurts so much.

I experienced it before. But I somehow really miss the days we had together. I don't wish is because the way I'm too formal and maybe too straight forward ended up all dislike me. I feel so upset and I cry when my friends ignore me. I don't like people to ignore me. At least a reply? Why do I have such pain in my heart again. I know I shouldn't think about it again. But I can't.

Whenever I had these feeling I always will cry without fail. I'm afraid things happen again. I don't wish it to. When I need someone to accompany, I always ask myself who to look for. When I know I'm kinda annoying. Hais. I really damn freaking afraid. I don't know why.

I will just treat it like nothing happen.

Things are getting different. I have not met you for 1 month. Is like damn long I know. Both of us are busy with our own life. Things happen different for both of us too. I hope you're alright.

I need a big warm hug. I need someone to tell me you still care for me. I miss................. hais. I really afraid all over again.

Please let me be happy again.

Tonight

Tonight will be the night I close my eyes and stop thinking.

super junior-m - 完美的再见(Good Bye，My Love)

作词：刘源、长友美知惠
演唱：Super Junior-M

曾经爱是那么炙热 现在却冷了
曾经那么亲密什么时候陌生了
那时我们也拥有过快乐
那时有你晴朗笑容
时间是残忍的冷风 把幸福冰冻
我在你的眼里 越来越找不到快乐却总看见沉重
我懂你没说出的痛
你渴望着新的天空
My Love My Love My Love
告别如果我来说 你会不会少些难过
So Long So Long Good Bye
我会笑着直到你背影 消失在我世界的尽头
那些你留下的记忆 我不舍得丢
那些一起经过的日子 你还是忘了会走得更轻松
请你放心的去幸福
我会好的 会过得好好的 会祝福你快乐
My Love My Love My Love
告别如果我来说 你会不会少些难过
So Long So Long Good Bye
我会笑着直到你背影 消失在我世界的尽头
明天的此时此刻 你在哪里会在干什么
以后你的快乐 你的失落从此再不会有我
但你哭泣的时候 如果你还愿意真的记得我
告诉我 我陪着你难过 你不用害怕我心痛
My Love My Love My Love
告别如果我来说 你会不会少些难过
So Long So Long Good Bye
我会笑着直到你背影 消失在世界尽头
My Love My Love My Love
再见要潇洒的说别走 就埋在我胸口
So Long So Long Good Bye
要完美的送你走 然后眼泪留给一个人时候
Good Bye My Love

距离的拥抱 Lyrics

距离的拥抱

作词：张纹嘉 作曲：光良

演唱：Super Junior-M

夏天的安静 占据空气

陪伴 在哭泣的你

他突然变成你的回忆

却又再失去了自己

冰冷的天气 冷却距离

看见在微笑的你

听说他已经慢慢远离

我却没有更靠近

让我最孤单的温柔

温暖最痛伤口

安静的在为你守候

掏空心底

把思念换你依靠手臂

爱上你 我学会放弃

让我最距离的拥抱

为你寂寞燃烧

爱上你不许要打扰

用我掌心

把你眼泪升华到空气

把你悲伤 溶化在我的怀里

看着你和他 默然贴近

发现你渐渐远去

慢慢接受心碎的定律

最好的只留给过去

让我最距离的拥抱

为你寂寞燃烧

爱上你不许要打扰

用我掌心

把你眼泪升华到空气

把你悲伤 溶化在我的怀里

手心的温度

伤害你的人才会懂

我却不能触碰

看见你会淡然微笑

永远是我最美依靠

这种距离的拥抱

想像幸福的味道

让我最孤单的温柔

温暖最痛伤口

安静的在为你守候

掏空心底

把思念换你依靠手臂

爱上你 我学会放弃

让我最距离的拥抱

为你寂寞燃烧

爱上你不许要打扰

用我掌心

把你眼泪升华到空气

把你悲伤 溶化在我的怀里

Happy Birthday To Angela :D

Happy 18th Birthday to Angela(Number 1 JayPark Fan) :D

Stressful Month!

Peace in my heart :)

This week is week 13 of Semester 2. More projects are stacking up higher and higher till I have no time to breath. I know I shouldn't slack at all. This semester is really killing me. Oh nooooo~

GD mini project 1 - Banner : Week 14
IAD & Photography : Week 15
PMP - Week 16
GD Project 2 - Poster & Robot Code: Week 17-18

Up coming still have DAV project.

So many things to do! I hope I still can handle it >< Hais. Stressing over and over again since last week of 2012 till now. I have to concentrate so that I can be FREE and ENJOY my holidays next month!

Next month ~ Miss A is coming to Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER 1 YEAR PLUS SINCE 30 SEP 2011!
OMG! So because of this event, I have to tell myself to CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES FIRST!!!!! YES! I HAVE TO DO IT! OR ELSE I WILL REGRET! *chanting*

So better start now or else IS REALLY TOO LATE ALREADY! Goodbye!

Sometimes though I'm not good in making others happy or cheering them up, but I really wish I can be there and make them smile. :) 

Last Day Of NYP Open House!

One of my friend which I cherish a lot.

Today is the last day of Open House! Is like finally, always had the stress feelings whenever I saw this word Open House. How I wish I can end it fast. :( There are more things to do after today. Tons of project that I have to submit by this month. Not up to the standard that I want too. Trying my best to put in efforts in doing it, but seems like I'm didn't put in the actions too.

Currently waiting for time to pass. 10AM DAV lesson is going to start. How I wish can end it smoothly. :( Giving myself too much stress ended up getting nervous too. What should I do ? Can someone support me ? Can someone tell me, I can ? Can someone cheer for me ?

Telling him about it, but seems like he doesn't really care much too. Hais. It is so different. Different till we have not met for weeks ~ But seems like I'm used to it too. Trying hard when my mother always have to come in between us. Sometimes I really dislike parents knowing their children relationship. I really dislike it.
Sometimes I really wanna say something also cannot. I'm like I have no rights to say anything.

 I really have to much to say but I'm trying to keep it inside. Because I don't want to affect my studies. CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES IS SO MUCH IMPORTANT! RIGHT???? T______T But is so difficult. Okay, I think I should be able to make it.

I also don't know what i'm saying right now. kinda rubbish like that. LOL! 

Lazy sunday

So today is sunday. I'm so lazy to revise my work but I can't. I have to revise or else I think I will fail this module.

End up I watch 3 ep of my another hongkong drama. I can't control myself and end up I went to watch. Still left 1 more ep to go. LOL!

Maybe I did change. Maybe I'm use to it already. I can't remember how good or bad things happen anymore. Things are getting more deeply inside. I'm not sure whether to know or not to know. I don't wish to continue to guess every single thing.

Please don't think another side of me when I don't do it anymore. Please know that I'm not this kind of person. I truly good to you.

All I know is I have to adapt a new environment soon.

My day is happy :D

Today is my second day helping at NYP Open House 2013. Still have 2 more days and the end. I hope I can overcome the scary part which is I can explain the details correctly to the other people. I hope uh. But they want to listen a not is another problem already. In the first place I'm not good at explaining. So you can't blame me for all these. 

So after helping, met Buddy in school and went to collect Calendar :D Damn pretty pictures! Ohno. Forget to take a pictures of the fansite goods. Which consist of 2 photos and photocards. But I feel like is a little expensive :(( Can't wait for my Jonghyun fansite goods too arrive. Don't even know when will it arrive. Hais. 

So after collecting, went to have High Tea together at The Soup Spoon. So we ordered Roaster pumkin. Not bad tasting but I still prefer the bread :D Kekeke. 

So had so much laughter during the walk to Marina Bay Station! LOL! Is just a simple 5 words, I laugh like crazy. LOL! I don't know why Buddy said that 5 words say until damn freaking funny. I just can't stop laughing! LOL!. Really happy to have this buddy to cheer me up without fail. LOL! 

Today I can't control myself, so I went to watch Hongkong drama again. End up finish watching 1 drama instead. I wish to have more time so I can watch another drama which I have not watch from ep11-ep14. LOL! I'm so crazy with hongkong drama since young. All thanks to my aunt who always watch drama at home when she is taking care of me. Keke. Love the days when me and my aunt watch drama together :D I will always watch half way end up half asleep at my cousin bed. So funny!. 

Thank god that today time pass quite fast. I get to meet 3 new friends there at the Open House :D End up I think back, I still do not know the guy name when he knows mine. LOL! He is quite funny uh! He can talk to anyone so daring. All thanks to him, making me walk up and down w/o doing anything but also thanks to him, I can leave the place for to tou lan. LOL!

Overall, happy day I have ^^ Hope next week also can be like this. 

Congrats to Valencia :D Her new born baby Tyler came to this world ! 

1st Post in 2013. But I'm unhappy.

If I can smile so happily like you, I think I can live longer.

This is my first post of the 2013. But I wanna say is, I'm feeling so stress, so unhappy. I was being selected to do at Open House for helping. It is about explaining the course but I do not know how to explain. I can explain to my friends in a short cut way. But not to strangers. It is so different.

Today was my first day. But I only do for 1 hour ? :( Hais. Can I don't go ? I'm not suitable in explaining it. If only my friends are there. But no! No friend. None of them I know. I try to talk to the two guys which has the same shift as me, but they just seems like so don't wanna talk. THEN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO? T__________T

Feeling so stressful. I wish I can don't go.
*sorry, I really have to say this. I thought you would come, but you didn't. I know I shouldn't have put on a high hope on it. I know I know. I told you not to come because is too far for you and make you travel which I don't wanna trouble you. But actually I wanna someone to accompany :(