What a day.

Today is not my day. Say anything also will get scolding from parents. really damn freaking dislike it so much. I didn't said wrong too lah. My dad kept repeating himself all over again and again, I was like "ARRGHH" then he show face to me.

He alway says he said nicely to me, my respond to him is so bad. What did I do wrong? Because I dislike you keep REPEAT almost 3 times. Anw, why must I always agree with you? So what?! That is my table, I dislike nothing at table, I know is full of things there, but all those items is I NEED TO USE IT OKAY!

My dad dislike my table which had so many things on it. So he KAN BU SHUN YAN! And use this time to call me to PACK it up, as the printer is going to put on my table. FCUK HIM! Which makes me dislike. Btw, my parents always don't listen to what I said. They don't like to listen to my opinion and always agree with my sister. They LOVE to listen to my sister opinion and not mine. Thats what make me dislike them so much.

I know my sister is clever and has MORE power than me. fcuk. That's why I hate them since I was young. I know I'm the youngest and I have no POWER to say anything. My dad only see this >> $$$ << Who has $$$, then listen to the person which have $$$ !! I'm not working and I didn't gave my parents $$$, so they don't even want to listen to me.

Okay, from this moment, I'm not going to tell them every single thing of mine. I'm going to ORH ORH OKAY OKAY to them. Everything also ORH / OKAY. Don't wanna say more than that! I feel like leaving this house, always my parents are right, and I wrong. Everytime must see their face, mood. WHATEVER!

FROM NOW ON! I'M NOT GOING TO CARE! I'M NOT GOING TO SAY! EVEN I'M SAD,HAPPY,ANGRY,DISAPPOINTED,OR WHATEVER SHIT, I WILL NOT SAY A SINGLE WORD. I'M NOT GOING TO BE YOUR FAKE HAPPY GIRL. I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL. !

NOW MY TABLE IS EMPTY! YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY RIGHT, SHUN YAN LE RIGHT ? BUT CAMAY GOH KAN BU SHUN YAN ! BUT I'M NOT GOING TO BE A LOSER! SO WHAT I GO TO ITE ! SO WHAT SISTER CAN GET A C6 FOR ENGLISH ! SO WHAT? SHE IS YOUR PRECIOUS MAH! I'M GOING TO BE MYSELF! GO CARE FOR HER ONLY LAH, DON'T COME AND DESTROY AND DISTURB MY HAPPY LIFE !