I found out that my mother don't really trust me anymore after 7 Dec 2012.
She can check on me every single minute where I am and what I'm doing. Why ?

Is it because that time I went to stadium and she thinks I'm staying over ?

Why? why must always listen to them ? Why can't I go out late with friends ?
Why can't I have guy friend ? So what if I have boyfriend and I can't have guy friend anymore ?
Why must you hold me so tight and check on me every single minute ?
Why you don't trust me anymore ?

Why after you saw that video you totally don't believe me......
Why am I feeling so disappointed in myself.
I know I'm stupid, useless, not as clever as the rest. Why?

Why do I always cry when I'm so hurtful.
Why others can go oversea when I can't go at all.
Why does my mother treat my boyfriend so good till he listens to you always.

I dislike being control. I dislike being control until even choosing friend also need your permission.