SECRET LIVE IN SINGAPORE ^^

Yeahhh! Manage to bought the ticket at only $80^^/ weeeee. I'm so happy and thanks to my ladies which help me queue since morning till afternoon time. Really happy to go concert with them! Didn't manage to take good fancam but at least can take some pretty photos! Keke.

Not a lot of pictures but at least got 5 very nice pictures! Wahahaha!!! Really must thanks aijia for helping me to check out security guards. They are damn seriously irritating. I know is their job to let us know no photo and video taking allow. But even the last song they still continue to catch so strict. Even in SWCII the fierce security let me take their encore part until damn shiok loh! Like seriously last sobg can't we fans just take video and put it as memories ? Best is the company which set these kind of idiot rules and regulations.

Also thanks to the guys beside me ~ I bet they hear me scream until shock dao loh. LOL. I can't believe I still got time looking at other fanboys reactions when Secret dance until damn sexy. Their expression really damn funny. :O I told aijia about it and both of us laugh like crazy.

Seriously Hyosung & Zinger (Hana) really dance until damn freaking sexy until I myself also go :O WOW!!!!!!! so..... R can~ the way they dance is really OMG!!!! I bet all the guys will go damn crazy for them loh. Too sexy already. *cover eyes*

After concertn, we saw the merchandise booth and then they are giving out free poster! So I manage to grab around 5 posters!! LOL. Then we sat one corner and looking at the pictures we took. Some pictures really damn funny. LOL.

Can't wait for SISTAR to come Singapore and my TOP 3 femlae group will be a perfect ending of 2013. Kekeke. If only they will come by end of 2013. Keke

After concert went to find someone special, MBSB^^/
Someone that willing to come out late at night a d accompany me to have supper! Keke so we found the swing place! Omg. Lucky there is one swing available for us! Back to childhood memories!!! Hope I can go there sit again before they take away the swing. Really happy to see you ! Really touched! :') had so much chit chat tgt though we all were tired and exhausted yesterday!

So we managed to get the last train and last few buses back from or else we need to cab / walk home already. Can die loh ~ omg. 

Wonderful Good friday spend with them ♡

WONDEFUL TRIP !

Words that are deep inside my heart.......

Have a wonderful monday and tuesday spend this week! Manage to watch Warm Bodies! Quite a nice zombie movie! Though the skeletons are disgusting but overall still not bad! Not really scary zombie! LOL! HANDSOME ZOMBIE!!!!!!!!!! KEKEKE! If you have not watch, you should go watch before its gone! Kekeke! Ohya, you can watch online in few months time. Confirm got people upload it ! :P 

After that had ASTONS for dinner! AWESOME DINNER!! Because MBB and I walk till we are hungry! From AMK walk to Mediacorp and end up we walk to the wrong direction! But lucky we have BUS CONCESSION!!!!! BUS SAVE OUR LEGS! LOL! 

Lucky we manage to get free tickets from someone! Seriously some people are really LOUSY! But really happy that the auntie told us the way to get it. Okay lah! Watching it live isn't that bad! BUT THE THING IS, WHY THEY DIDN'T SING WELL THAT DAY T_T Maybe they didn't prepare it and sing it in relaxing mode. Forgive them ~ This is how I spend my Monday happily ^^v

Guess where is this place ??? WAHAHA! Another place to relax and chit chat. Though nothing much there but you can really leave all the city area and relax at a PARK! :) Wonderful afternoon spend by just walking around everywhere and exploring more places in Singapore. Though Singapore is small and nothing much to do or attraction places, but why not give it a try by just walking around more places that you didn't know you. Maybe end up you get to know WOW there is such places in Singapore too! RIGHT? ^^ 

Really must thanks to MBSB accompany! Manage to know more and more places!!! really MBSB!!!! I feel so good!!! BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST! KEKEKEKE! :D : D KEKEKE!!!! 

Okay shall end my post now with 2 pictures of myself :P HAHA!!!

BYEBYE!!!!! Have a wonderful week ahead everyone ! 

B.O.R.E.D

This time I'm so bored till I have time to blog :D the only thing that I can do currently. I'm so lazy to switch on my lappy to use.

So shall talk to myself in my blog. Recently I found myself tend to be alone more. I found out that I seems to cant connect to my friends. I don't know why.

Just like that moment when I meet the girls, though i met them I saw them... But I just feel like keeping myself to one corner and never talk much. I'm afraid to talk. I'm afraid that I might say wrong things. And I don't know what to talk about. When meeting a group of people I tend to keep myself quiet.

Maybe I think that whatever I say doesn't make a different at all. I feel so down down down...... But if only 2 of us, I will try to speak more. But I also scare the other party will think I'm noisy. :(

Hais... Thinking about everyone change to other classes except for B & N same class as me. Will it feels weird to meet other class peeps? Who will be in the class? Who will be the new classmates?

I Don't even know whether there will be a camp on April a not. Siannnnn~~

Now I'm not really updated about kpop things. I'm so lazy to watch variety show so lazy to know so much. That's why I'm so bored now. I also don't play any games and the dramas all watched finish. AHHHHH!!!

I'm in pain again. So painful till I can't blog already >< goodbye! Hope the pain can faster go away. Arghhhhh...

Back again to blog~

I spend my whole Saturday lying on the bed or sofa sleeping. Didn't tried before this year! This is my first time lying on he bed for hours and hours. I feel so secure when I'm on the bed thinking a lot of things and day dreaming then fall asleep.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day than today! Today makes me feel so useless by sleeping the whole day wasting my time like that. But in a positive thinking, I had enough energy and strength.

Nobody knows what I'm thinking right now because I myself also not sure. What comes and what will go...

Hope life will be much better for the next day. Start afresh and have a good mindset!

I'm weird.

I do not know why by looking at pictures of others, I cried. Or maybe the song that I played that make me feel upset or touched or disappointed ? Just feel that I can't do much things at all :( Just feel like crying it out...

Manage to look at sunset! Is my first time looking at sunset or maybe I watched before but I forget which location I saw it ? But really excited to see sunset! Sun really disappear damn fast. The sun that warm us up. Really beautiful.

Yesterday was not really my day. I just don't feel like talking at all. I don't know why. I just feel like walking endlessly and using my phone. But I not sure why I don't wanna take out my earpiece. Though my ipod is playing the songs that I don't like but I didn't skip. I just continue listening to it.

I should be happy that some friends are here for me asking me not to be sad. Really appreciate that you guys gave me a message asking me to cheer up. :')

Sometimes I think back, did I do a wrong choice in the first place ?

Really...........

I know I'm weird...........

had a wonderful sweating day with mbb and saw monkey family~ really happy that though the place is really a boring place, you still willing to go explore the place tgt! But of cause I'm happy that I heard the phrase from you. I will always remember. Hope you also will remember what I said too!

Learning path.

Trying my best to sleep now but I can't. Once awake I can't get back to sleep.

Time now is 0:53AM.

I only slept for 1 hour only. I wish I sleep soundly. But just things pop up again and I just can't stop thinking.

Trying to use games to let forget the stuffs but seems like even the game app is playing on me. I almost pass the level but it crash.

What is wrong?

I don't expect anything now. Just hope I can go to sleep and wake up in 8 hours time.

Goodbye.

Feeling unhappy ;(

I just don't know how to express or say it out what's on my mind thinking about. I just don't know why I will think so negatively. Is it because you guys keep saying about it that makes me feel a little pressure.

How I wish the topic of it can just stop. I just feel so stress and will keep thinking about it.

But I'm not prepared. Suddenly I don't wish to happen it so fast. I don't want. I just feel like crying. I don't know why.... I don't wish to talk. I don't wish to think but it just can't stop me from thinking about it.

I feel that I'm useless. I'm not like other girls that are pretty tall skinny slim. I'm not. :'( I'm just me. I'm tanned, short, fat, not a really nice girl that everyone will likes.

Just got back my results today. I know I doesn't put any high hopes on DCN. I should feel good to get a B for it. I thought I will get a C instead because the paper I did was so badly done that I feel that I will fail it. I know how badly I did.

Another day pass... Hope I can think in a positive way. Suddenly I feel like going to bishan park and sit for the whole evening again :(

Really feel so unhappy. Really feel the pain inside my heart. :'(

For MBB ^^❤

YES YOU, MBB! CHEER UP!!! 

LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THE SKY ^^ 

Though I can't help much, I will try my VERY BEST to help you if you need my help! I hope I can be your listening ears though I don't really speak well or give good encouragement words. Hope you will be doing well and remember I will always support you alright! Kekeke! Remember what I said when during our chat at the river there ? (Not sure you still remember a not, I bet you forget ><) But nevermind, I will say one more time!!!

I WILL BE HERE SUPPORTING YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!! \^^/

JIAYOUUUUUUU!!!!!! *PATPAT*

You can overcome all the obstacles because you have your friends and ME with you!!! kekekekekeke!

Busy week!!

Currently I can't move because I'm doing my hair now! I'm so urgent wanna go toilet but I can't.  Oh dear. I'm hungry too :(( can't wait to move to toilet. Damn urgent!!!!!!

Yesterday went out with MBB and watch Movie ^^! Of cause manage to trade and get Youngjae ♡ kekeke. Must thanks MBB for helping!! Keke. Then headed to watch movie! After movie and start walking from DG -> CQ -> CT -> RP -> MBS! Hahaha. Manage to explore the whole south area!! ^^

Omg! Then slack at the best place and chit chat till night. Lying down on the chair and look up to the sky. It feels so shiok and awesome!!!!!! I can't wait to go there another time again ^^ can look at the sky without thinking anything.

So today went to post office and manage to ship out Ohbasan parcel to her. Hopefully it will arrive to her by 10-12working days!

Can't believe that I'm sitting at the salon now doing my hair. Thanks partner accompany me along! As she sitting beside me waiting for me for hours!!

Shall go rest now & control myself. I really urgent to go toilet! Goodbyeeeee....

1st visit to SALONVIM ^^ 

Back from camp.

Finally camp ended.

During these 3 days, standing under the sun like as if I'm having suntan like that. The worst part standing infront of so many people.

Doesn't haveself confidence at all. I tried to hide. Try to avoid. But end up don't dare to look at it.
Okay I'm like talking rubbish.

Currently I'm so tired and feel so lazy to unpack my stuffs. I'm so tired till the max that I can't sleep but just feel like lying on the bed thinking a lot of things happen.

Really happy to know new friends and be together in a group. Shouting for cheers together, walking around the whole sentosa with them. I'm really glad that we won the 2nd prize.

All of them manage to strive for their best and really help me a lot too. Though I walk very slow during the sentosa trip, but still manage to mame it to the end.

I like treasure hunting. ^^

Ohno... feeling no strength at all. Hands are trembling non stop.

I like to doing cheers with the whole leaders. We are all leaders ~ cause I can shout it out.  Best is to shout in a deep voice.

Cheers~~~~~~

There is a lot things to say but just can't describe it. Overall,  this camp is really great^^. No torture at all compare to those I attend during secondary school.

Thinking back, years have past.....

Camp Day 2.

Morning to myself. Didn't really sleep at all. Turn here &  there for HOURS!!!!!! use phone~ use ipod watch videos listen song. Siannnnnn.

Think this camp is good because they don't really check like during secondary school days. LOL.

Time check: 5:54AM

Nobofy is awake except for me blogging.

Now Playing: Lonely - 2NE1.

Really lonely :((((((

Day By Day

As time goes by, I'm not sure why recently I can't sleep well. Hais:( Keep wake up and can't sleep back. Dream about some weirdo stuffs as well. Somehow currently I'm so hungry until I can't sleep. :(

End up wake up about the same time as Ohbasan which is 1.56pm USA timing on Saturday. So both of us went to LinePlay and chit chat. LOL. Actually the game quite fun. Not bad too.

Currently I need gems!!! No gems cannot buy my furniture and etc. Look at others house deco till so nice I also want it. But my design are not good at all.  Bored.

Can't wait to get more gems and buy like a craze!!!! Kekeke. If only they got sales for the items. LOL.