B.O.R.E.D

This time I'm so bored till I have time to blog :D the only thing that I can do currently. I'm so lazy to switch on my lappy to use.

So shall talk to myself in my blog. Recently I found myself tend to be alone more. I found out that I seems to cant connect to my friends. I don't know why.

Just like that moment when I meet the girls, though i met them I saw them... But I just feel like keeping myself to one corner and never talk much. I'm afraid to talk. I'm afraid that I might say wrong things. And I don't know what to talk about. When meeting a group of people I tend to keep myself quiet.

Maybe I think that whatever I say doesn't make a different at all. I feel so down down down...... But if only 2 of us, I will try to speak more. But I also scare the other party will think I'm noisy. :(

Hais... Thinking about everyone change to other classes except for B & N same class as me. Will it feels weird to meet other class peeps? Who will be in the class? Who will be the new classmates?

I Don't even know whether there will be a camp on April a not. Siannnnn~~

Now I'm not really updated about kpop things. I'm so lazy to watch variety show so lazy to know so much. That's why I'm so bored now. I also don't play any games and the dramas all watched finish. AHHHHH!!!

I'm in pain again. So painful till I can't blog already >< goodbye! Hope the pain can faster go away. Arghhhhh...

Back again to blog~

I spend my whole Saturday lying on the bed or sofa sleeping. Didn't tried before this year! This is my first time lying on he bed for hours and hours. I feel so secure when I'm on the bed thinking a lot of things and day dreaming then fall asleep.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day than today! Today makes me feel so useless by sleeping the whole day wasting my time like that. But in a positive thinking, I had enough energy and strength.

Nobody knows what I'm thinking right now because I myself also not sure. What comes and what will go...

Hope life will be much better for the next day. Start afresh and have a good mindset!